Is it in yet? Did you slip out again?

Sew with my only ex was so frustrating. Why did She keep letting me try after the first failure? Looking back, I think it must have been something She did in order to humiliate me and make me realize I didn’t deserve any pleasure. And She always won. I ended up licking Her to several squirting orgasms, and She didn’t bother to return the favour. So since the first time I never came during sex. It was sooo frustrating. But She didn’t mention it with a word, and I didn’t dare to. And I was totally focused on Her pleasure, exactly what She wanted, I guess. So even with a partner I had blue balls and was so frustrated all the time.