The best part of me…dressing pretty

Now that I have accepted that I am a sissy for life, the best part is I get to wear pretty dresses and panties. These are my normal clothes and I dress up as a boi only because I have to sometimes. This pretty dress with the ruffled ankle socks and the pink sandals reminds me that I will never fully be a woman and I am only a sissy girly girl. There is still the underline humiliation that comes from knowing I couldn’t make it as a man. There’s still the embarrassment that I couldn’t please women sexually. And then there’s the total emasculation of accepting my sissy identity and accepting that my true orientation is that a big cock craving sissy gay boi.