On The Road To Sissy faggot Cock Sucker

I was a married man for 20 years. I was straight happy and loved my life. I had never touched another man let alone sucked a dick. Well how things change. We went through some tough times and what I thought was a strong marriage that would stand the test of time ended. I felt lost abandoned and very alone. Although I had children and family I still felt alone. Well after a while things started getting easier. Time heals all wounds but scars do remain. I still felt alone and finding it hard to meet women. One night after the bar I went to an ABS sat in a booth and was watching a porn. Well I was clicking through the channels some straight some bi some gay. I was turned on by all of them. After a while I had my cock out and stroking to the movies. Then a man looked in the booth and asked if I needed a hand. Horny and a little buzzed from the bar I said sure. He came in the booth and was stroking my cock on the screen was gay porn and two men one was sucking dick! My cock was hard as a rock in this mans hand and then he knelt down and his hot wet mouth engulfed my hard cock! It felt so good as he bobbed his head and deep throated my hard 7″ dick deep balls deep! It didn’t take long before I was ready to cum. I told him I was about to shoot my load, but he kept sucking as I shot one huge load of cum into his hungry mouth! he swallowed every drop and kept sucking until I had to stop him. He thanked me yes he thanked me then left the booth. After that I would visit the abs about 2 or 3 times a month get my dick sucked and was happy with that. 

 One time I got pretty drunk at the bar and went to a different ABS sat in the booth and was waiting for someone to come suck me off. I didn’t realize  that there was a glory hole in this one and after a while of channel surfing and jacking m cock. It happened I heard the door on the booth next to me that shared the wall open and close. then I saw the hole. Curious i looked through the hole and saw that the man next to me was jacking what looked like a nice size cock! I went back to channel surfing stopping on different porn and every once I would check out the cock in the next booth! i started watching him more than the porn. I moved closer to the hole to get a better view. he noticed me watching him. He held his cock at the base and shook it he aimed the head toward the hole so i could see his huge mushroom head. Then he stood up and put his cock through the hole. My first  thought was to get up and leave, but kinda intrigued I reached out and started stroking his nice hard cock! It felt naughty wrong and exciting at the same time. Soon I heard him say suck it suck my dick! So I leaned in slowly mouth open took the head hen a little more soon his whole dick was in m mouth! I began bobbing my head on his hard huge cock! It was so erotic my cock was as hard as a rock and throbbing as I was sucking his dick! He started pumping my mouth then I felt it his load pumped into my mouth and I swallowed it. Yes the first cock i ever sucked was through a glory hole at the age of 49. Yes I swallowed his load and liked it a lot! At that moment I knew I was a cock sucker. I liked it so much I stayed in that booth for 3 more dicks that night big small didn’t matter as long as I had a dick to suck I was happy. I forgot about getting my dick sucked and was visiting different ABS 6-8 times a month to suck dick. Some nights were fun others not. After a while this got old To much driving for sometimes no dick. i started posting ads to suck dick at my place and met a few regular married men that would stop by to get sucked off!  I always offered NSA no reciprocation wanted cock sucking service to masculine mature men! This is when i knew I was really a cock sucking cum slut for men to use! I took to sucking dick like I had been doing it all my life and I loved it!

 Well this one married man that I was servicing regularly would email or text he was coming over to be ready. I would make sure I was clean smelled good and in a jock or naked when he arrived. Sometimes I would suck his dick right by the door. He called it a door job and that was when he only had about 15-20 min to get off. Other times he would use my now faggot mouth and throat for as long as he wanted! One day he stopped by I was ready for him, but as I went to kneel before him he reached in his pocket and he handed me a pair of his wife’s panties. He told me if I wanted to suck his dick I would have to put them on. Well I really liked sucking his 71/2″ dick so I agreed! He made me put them on right in front of him. At first I put the on the right way but way to small in the front. I turned them around and they fit better covering my cock. I knelt down in front of him looked up as I unzipped his pants. That’s it sissy get your protein. I was turned on loved the feeling of being less than a man. Being called sissy faggot slut made me want his dick even more! I remember that moment as I took his hard cock in my mouth that feeling of being a sissy faggot cock sucker for this masculine man. I knew that my place was on my knees dressed in panties to be used by real men. That feeling was overwhelming. Going from a masculine man to a sissy faggot transferring all that energy into serving his need to dominate me use me for his needs! My need to feel less than a man submissive sissy faggot slut to be used by real men as a cum slut! I now have a growing collection of sissy panties skirts hose outfits wigs fake boobs and makeup.  Although I like to play the sissy faggot for men. I have no desire to be or live as a woman. For me it’s only about sexual experience the eroticism of being used as a sissy faggot! That high for the time while being used by a real man. Knowing the only reason he is with you is for you to be his sex toy his sissy faggot to be used breed humiliated two holes to be filled with his cock and cum, not a man not a woman a silly sissy faggot that begs for a mans cock balls and cum! Thank You to the man that made me wear his wife’s panties and awaking my sexual desire to be used as a sissy faggot cock sucking cum slut.

P.S. In my every day life I am a man. Masculine in every way. I am bisexual I still like and love having sex with women. Some ray I hope to combine both. Being with a woman that would encourage my sissy faggot side, but also enjoys my masculine sexual side also. Who knows maybe someday!