Off My Chest – Honesty

Having a cock under average, I’ve fallen into things like sph, humiliation, and cucking quite easily.

But..in truth..I don’t like it so much. Really, it makes me feel terrible. I get a tight, terrible feeling in my chest and gut. I think of how useless I am.

I have terrible dysmorphia. I have no self-esteem. I hate my body, and I hate me. I feel overwhelmed. I feel like I’m useless. I hear it quite often because of this stuff. 

All my suicidal ideation is profiting from doing this stuff. I need to stop. I feel like I’m gonna puke.