My Newest Sissy Sex Toy

As I drove to the porn store I could feel the rush of excitement, the thrill of being humiliated in the utter shame I was looking the way I did and being out in public. I exited the car and walked across the parking lot trembling. Of course there are two female workers and I instantly felt completely vulnerable and so embarrassed. One of them asked if I needed help and I could barely speak when I said I needed a dildo because my mistress wanted to publicly humiliate me. She looked at me with some disdain but motion for me to follow her and pointed out the whole row of dildos. She asked how big I needed one and told me that they had everything from 12 to 17 inches. The fact that she immediately went to such large sizes only added to my shame and embarrassment. When I looked at how big each of those were standing there dressed like a total sassy fairy, twink, I kind of chuckled and said well maybe 10 inches. She smirked and pointed to the two rows of 10 inch size queen dildos. She said they had a variety of colors. I picked out a nice hot pink one that was translucent. The burning shame was almost unbearable. I made my way back to look through the selection of DVDs and to snap a couple pictures. I am sure the girls could see me taking a picture as proof that not only did I go to the porn store as directed and dressed as ordered but also showing off what I was going to purchase. I felt completely week, pathetic, vulnerable, exposed, emasculated.