I have a tiny clitty so I wear panties

As a man I was worthless… I had a tiny little penis and couldn’t please women sexually. I got rejected by all kinds of women. I started wearing panties and cute dresses and got excited from it. Now the only way I get sexually excited is from getting all dolled up and thinking about sucking cock. I have accepted that I am a sissy and admit that I want to be fully feminized beyond recognition. I want to be emasculated regularly and embarrassed and humiliated.