I ACCEPT my new life and role as a SISSY FAIRY FAGGOT SLAVE

Mistress,

I am a pink loving, panty wearing, girly clothes loving fem boi. I love cute valley girl outfits like sundresses, cute shorts and tops, rompers and cute fem sandals, wedges and heels. I adore lingerie like pretty bra and panty sets, chemises, nighties, basques, stockings, thigh highs, babydolls and slutty CFM heels. I absolutely need the emasculation that comes from satin, frilly, lacy sissy dresses and little girl style outfits. I accept the fact that the feeling of being weak, effeminate and humiliated turns me on and means i am not supposed to be with women and can only be turned on by their pretty feet, shoes and outfits and when they are humiliating me, laughing at me and making fun of me. I am a sissy and will never be with a woman sexually…pussy and vaginas turn me off, as do thoughts of being with a woman sexually. Now when i see women, i only look at them for examples of how to be more effeminate like their color choices and outfits, their feminine looks like their hair, makeup and body. 

I knew i was a sissy but you’ve brought me deeper and driven me to accept it as my life. I didnt know i was a faggot until you started conditioning me. The penis gag and dildo now make me crave another cock to suck for two reasons…i am a sissy faggot and am being conditioned to need more and more humiliation and emasculation. I never wanted cock before, experimented once and now i think about it a lot. I am being turned into a mindless sissy faggot slave and there is nothing i can do to stop. You are programming me to be an obedient slave and hand over all control.

Everytime i speak with you, the urge to give up more control and be pushed further into submission, slavery and sissification grows more and more. Being put into weakened moments drives fantasies to the surface and starts to leak over into wanting them top be reality like public humiliation, bondage, blackmail, dress up, faggot training and much more.