Small balls

Being pussyfree for 7 yrs and excepting my penis I useless to women or men and realizing I’m a submissive beta. I started believing that I wanted my tiny penis to shrink and that over time I quit being able to get erect for girls. Now seeing a girl fucking a big black cock would get me so hard, over time I realized it wasn’t her but it was the black guys huge cock and how strong and powerful he is. My little clitty would ooze for days and now I’m addicted, and trained my self to stay limp, to edge 2 finger tugging for hours all to BBC. Now I fuck  my pussy bouncing my clitty training for a big black strong muscular daddy with a crazy massive cock to complete me. I hope the tinier I get and the smaller my balls get that it attracts black men even more