My secret fantasies as a male sissy slut

Everybody knows me as a well respected fellow. But I do have an embarrassing secret life. Nobody knows that in actual fact I am a submissive masochistic want-to-be-sissy who dreams to become a slaveslut, bootlicker, cocksucker, and pantypisser craving for utmost humiliation and degradation by BLACK Mistresses and Masters. I want to be out of control of my destiny, having no other option but to submit and obey.

Preferably, I dream and wish to be completely at the mercy of one or even several BLACK MISTRESSES, who bring me to heel and force me to become their slaveslut, who has no other option, but to submit and obey. They should humiliate me in whatever way they want and expose me to ridicule and mockery as a sissyslut in front of other people, subject to most severe punishment if they are not completely satisfied with my performance.

They should make it clear to me that they will NOT keep my secrets with them, but sooner or later share them with their friends, not only with female friends but also with males, be it straight, bi, or gay! They should even involve BLACK GAY MASTERS and DOMINANT SHEMALES and empower them to have lots of naughty fun at my expense!

They should undertake to present me as a sissy and faggot not only to all their friends, but also exhibit me clearly recognizable in front of all visitors in BDSM clubs and gay bars, where feminized sissies get abused and fucked. Real humiliation must get witnessed by many people!

I am not gay, nor bi,and never had a sexual relation with any other man so far. I have no desire to suck a cock or get fucked by a queer and I am really not into that. Yet I dream to be at the mercy of a BLACK GAY MASTER or even several BLACK GAY MASTERS who force me to serve them and all their friends as a sissy faggot cum dump, coercing me to participate in acts designed to teach me a lesson that I will never forget.

As a sissy faggot I should have to present myself in front of them with nothing on but a humiliating sissy outfit. I want to get forced to be on my knees in front of Blacks. I want to lick their boots and feet even in public. I want to become a spittoon and ashtray for Blacks. I want them to clear their throat, spit on the floor, and then force me to lick it from there in front of a crowd watching! I wish having to piss into my trousers in front of them, and I dream that they piss into my mouth and over my body!

I want to be kept in chains by Blacks, belted and collared, with the only keys being at their disposal. I dream to get whipped and tortured by Blacks until I do everything, really everything for them! And I should have every reason to fear their whip!!!

I want Blacks to let me feel that they own me, that they own my ass. I want BLACK MISTRESSES and MASTERS to force me eating Black pussy, sucking Black cock, licking Black ass, and to fuck me every day in front of anyone, no matter how degrading.

Actually, I do not want to submit, however, I want to have no choice in the matter. I want to get forced to obey. In my fantasies I imagine that I fall into the hands of pitiless Blacks who love to reduce white males like me to quivering sluts and wobbling sissies, down the road to forced sissification and bisexual submission! I want to get ruled by the whip and I should have to learn fearing the whip of my BLACK SUPERIORS.

I hope that those Blacks then take care of me and turn my fantasies into life. They should humiliate me and force me to serve them in any way they like. What I will have to do would be completely up to them! I should have to experience what it means to have no alternative but to obey all their commands. They should do what they like to do with me, a white slave slut like me must have no say in what will happen!!!

I request the BLACK SUPERIORS to ensure that once they have me at my balls there is absolutely NO way out again and to place me in a position where I CANNOT change my mind again. They should take appropriate steps that I will have absolutely no chance to stop my slavery ever again but remain forever at their mercy.

In my fantasies I imagine that a cruel and pitiless BLACK MASTER or MISTRESS mails me that he or she knows my secret fantasies. I even dream that He or She turns out to be a fearful strict and wicked sadist who enjoys tormenting me without any mercy!

Yes, I dream and hope that one day I lose control! I WANT to become a slave slut for strict BLACK MISTRESSES and MASTERS, very strict BLACK MISTRESSES and MASTERS! I hope THAT THIS WILL HAPPEN!!!